i am a mess. i am a great mess.. i am a mass of great mess!! i am living life unproductively. i am ugly. i am fat. and i am always hungry. i am hating every single person i see. i am deeply affected by things that people say and i think am an arrogant good for nothing idiot with an ego of the size of a massive planet like jupiter in the milky way.
i want to be alone. i need to be alone.. rasa macam mok marah everytime i see or talk to a person. i am ever so paranoid. i feel like i'd always have to be ready before something bad happens.... i have to be onguard24/7.sakit mata.something is bound to happen, but what? i've been the worst person ever to live on earth. i need to change for the better! for good!! i cannot leave myself sik puas hati like this all the time... i'm scared! i'm tired of thinking. i need ...
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I NEED!!!!!!i just wish someone could help me. but when i think about it, no one could understand my situation. if i were to tell **he'd freak out. i just want HELP! ah, don't bother...
I WANT BUMBLEBEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I DON'T CARE! I WANT THE OLD CAMARO CHEVY BUMBLEBEE WAS AT FIRST!
| a long-time memory. a difficult choice. the awaited destiny. HAUNTING. |
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tiny is remote from doing the right thing every single thing that was done they are all mistakes... that can never be fixed. beautiful colours, sounds, surroundings all beauties seen every night and day it's never going to be at reach length ridiculed the fuzzy thought of what had happened there is no such this as turning back to fix all ruins options vary to strike up to destiny fate is as it is but shouldn't there be any hope to grasp what was dreamt for all these years? hope could only be hope assuming time could run and leave you behind... but no one will realise a little shine that arises inside the eyes of a tiny person with a strong tiny heart that could burst with a pinch of lie of resentment of the untrue and tiny could just wonder where to go from the past it holds through one step from the present facing a wide flicker of light up ahead. |
